May 16, 2014
As I think about everything that happened, I’m relieved but also worried. The pain in my heart when I thought Callen and Sam had been killed in that sub was almost unbearable. Their escape was far too close for comfort but seeing them waving from the surface was the best sight imaginable!
I also think I found a new friend. While I still have questions about Talia, I think we’re a lot alike in many ways. At first, I wanted to hate her but when we had our little ‘scuffle’ I realized how tough she was. No, I’m not proud of my childish behavior and I should have had more self-control but she just kept pushing about stuff that wasn’t really any of her business. My relationship with Deeks is complicated at best. I know I’m making excuses but I don’t really want to think about why it bothered me so much. There’s just too much going on right now.
Which brings me to Hetty. When Hetty Lange has no favors left and can’t even ask for a helicopter then something is terribly wrong. She left for Washington as soon as Callen and Sam were safe and I really am afraid of what could happen. According to her she is “persona non grata” in Washington which could be really, really bad. I don’t know exactly why she’s in trouble but I have a feeling that this isn’t just going to blow over any time soon.