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Mrs Kensi Blye Deeks: Kensi’s Journal 3/17/19


March 17, 2019

I’m sitting here watching my husband (Kat and Mandy are right—it’s going to be a long time before I stop grinning like an idiotwhen I use that word to describe Deeks) sleep, trying to remember if I’ve ever been happier.  I’ve had some pretty incredible events in my life: Dad teaching me to shoot, hunting and camping with him, graduating from college, Deeks pre-proposing to me, getting my job back at OSP…they all rate as some of my happiest moments.  And I can safely say that none of them compare to the joy and thrill I have felt from the instant I saw Deeks waiting for me at the end of the aisle.  My cheeks still hurt from all the smiling.  And not just for the pictures, but because I’m over the moon that I married my best friend today. Deeks said in his vows that today was his favorite moment, and I completely get that because it was my happiest.

It wasn’t the wedding day every girl dreams of, not even one whose husband (heee!) describes her as gunpowder.  But not even Deeks and his Mercury retrograde paranoia could have imagined we’d have to contend with Kirkin and those goons crashing the bridal party or Hetty Lange literally crashing a car through a wall of the venue.  Shame on us for not guessing that Hetty would somehow appear to do us the honor of officiating our marriage ceremony, though.

I’m just glad the photographer got some shots of me in my beautiful dress in all its original floor-length glory before I turned it into a miniskirt.  If Deeks thinks I’m his kind of girl because I can execute a power slide while firing a weapon, I hope he thinks I’m his kind of wife now that I’ve willingly destroyed my own wedding gown to kick some ass (calling me his Fight Club angel is probably my answer).

Even though Dad couldn’t be there in person, I think Mama B was right—he was there in spirit.  I’m choosing to believe he had a hand in the rain stopping and the sun coming out just in time to have everything outside like we wanted.  Heaven knows I’d had enough of the water works with Mandyman I hope I don’t get that weepy when I’m pregnant.  Who am I kidding?  Even if I do, Deeks will turn them into tears of laughter easily enough.

Have to admit, I wasn’t expecting to have time to write in my journal on our wedding night. I figured Deeks and I would be otherwise occupied most of the night.  But he fell asleep pretty early, and his nose is twitching and whistling so I just don’t have the heart to wake him right now, no matter how much I want to “occupy” him again. 😉 I’m kind of surprised Deeks is wiped out right now though—as far as I know, he’s the only one on the team who didn’t get into a physical altercation today, and I know he didn’t drink much, so I wonder what’s got him so beat?  (Note to self: ask Deeks how he spent the day–after you wear him out again. 😊)

Our wedding certainly didn’t go down the way we planned.  But like the way we got engaged, it was somehow “us.”  And it was perfect because no matter what else happened, I am, now and forever, Kensi Blye Deeks.

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Turns out I've been writing fan fiction since before it was a "thing" on the internet (okay, even before there was an internet). I spent many a boring junior high history class coming up with more exciting stories for my favorite soap opera characters. I continue to enjoy the creative outlet it provides in my still-boring but now adult life.

19 Comments on Mrs Kensi Blye Deeks: Kensi’s Journal 3/17/19

  1. “Weepy when I’m pregnant” wow I wonder how long Kensi has been thinking about that. Well she has been “occupying” Deeks for some years so I guess I’m not too surprised she might be coming around to Deeks hope for some little ninjas. Wonderful Journal psyched, thank you.

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    • Thanks, ewaguy, I appreciate your comments. I’m of a mind that Kensi’s been thinking that children are something she wants since “The Seventh Child.” I just think the timing of it has always been her issue because it would mean she’d leave the job she loves so much (plus what happens if she quits NCIS and then finds she can’t get pregnant?). So maybe Mandy’s pregnancy is bringing those desires back to the forefront of her brain. Her comment about wishing she was already pregnant surprised me, but then I realized that if she if she was pregnant, the decsion (when to leave NCIS) would already be made for her and she’d be happy about it.

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      • I don’t know how long this show has, but I can see it going to 15 years easily. If she was to be pregnant she would be relegated to the office and Deeks would be in the field with someone else. I just can’t imagine it. Can you say “spin off”. It’s fun to talk about and imagine isn’t it psyched?

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        • And there’s the rub, ewaguy! I for one do not want to see Kensi pregnant on the show for that very reason; it would mean she would be out of the field and have less screen time with Deeks. And unless for some reason they both had a 180-degree change of heart and decided they would keep their dangerous jobs after having kids, they would both leave NCIS (and therefor the show) once kids come. To me, baby-having is what fanfic is for, because you are right, things like that are fun to imagine!

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  2. michelle mcnally // March 22, 2019 at 10:55 AM // Reply

    ❤ wonderful

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  3. sassyzazzi // March 22, 2019 at 1:06 PM // Reply

    Lovely, post episode journal entry! I am still smiling every time I think of how wonderful this episode was .

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  4. Catherine Betham // March 22, 2019 at 2:54 PM // Reply

    Well done you. You captured her day perfectly.

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    • Aww, thanks! There was so much packed into that ep that it was hard to decide what to include and what to leave out, but I guess that’s what follow-up fics are for, right?

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  5. Amazing journal entry to reflect on an even more amazing wedding.

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  6. No wonder I haven’t heard from you all week, every word of this was perfect! Some favorite lines include:

    It wasn’t the wedding day every girl dreams of, not even one whose husband (heee!) describes her as gunpowder. But not even Deeks and his Mercury retrograde paranoia could have imagined we’d have to contend with Kirkin and those goons crashing the bridal party

    If Deeks thinks I’m his kind of girl because I can execute a power slide while firing a weapon, I hope he thinks I’m his kind of wife now that I’ve willingly destroyed my own wedding gown to kick some ass (calling me his Fight Club angel is probably my answer).

    Oh, and the part about Kensi’s dad being the one to stop the rain and make the sun come out, such a beautiful thought. I loved the comment about Deeks turning her weepy pregnancy tears into ones of laughter. So perfect and so true.

    And you even fit in her curiosity about why he is tired! Please tell me there is a fanfic coming where she finds out about his sleepless pre-wedding night.

    I’m so glad you think she is going with Blye Deeks too. I actually just wrote that in the chapter I’m working on before I came to read this.

    Do you think her comment about wishing she was pregnant was just to comfort her friend or do you think Mexico and maybe whatever discussions she and Deeks have had are changing her mind? I think she wouldn’t have made it so personal to herself if she was only trying to comfort Mandy.

    Very well done with this journal. I loved, loved, loved it!

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    • Sorry, Kaytie, I wasn’t avoiding you, but RL is kicking my ass like Kensi right now. All I can say is how grateful I am we had so many spoilers and sneak peeks that I was able to have some notes already prepared for this before the ep even aired!

      Thanks so much for all your thoughts–I love hearing about what resonates with readers. I couldn’t help mention the whole Mercury retrograde thing and would have been over the moon myself had that actually come up in the ep. I love the powerslide line (that whole scene, actually) from “Driving Miss Diaz,” so I was happy when that popped into my head with the ability to use the Fight Club Angel comment and reference to Kensi ripping her dress. I was going to mention Don Blye somehow whether they did in the episode or not, so I’m glad we got the Kensi/Roberta scene to reference. And if they don’t have a conversation this week about Deeks’ cold abdominal area and middle-of-the-night visit to Sam, I do happen to have some thoughts on that for a fic (when I’ll ever have the time to write it is the question though). Using Blye Deeks as her last name makes the most sense to me, which is a sure sign we’ll find out this week that was the LAST thing she wants to use! As for her pregnancy comment, I think I already answered that in my reply to ewaguy. 😉

      Thanks again for your review!

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  7. I loved this journal so much that I have already read it multiple times. “Kensi Blye Deeks”, how amazing it sounds! And Kensi saying “my husband”, maybe for the first time after the wedding, is the perfect mix of sweet and sexy 😉
    I still can’t believe that after all these years we got the Densi wedding we had been waiting for and not just a three-minute scene.
    Thanks again for this awesome page.

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  8. Aww, Cladani, thanks for the compliment! It’s been a while since my own wedding (so boring compared to this one), but I do remember the thrill of saying “my husband” for quite a while after. As for “Kensi Blye Deeks,” I’ll believe it when I hear it (see my reponse to Kaytie)!

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  9. Bravo CBS, the anticipation was so worth it! Better than Luke and Laura! Love Hettys entrance and her statement! I used that very statement on my four children when they were teensgers! Lol🥴

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  10. Bravo CBS, the anticipation was so worth it! Better than Luke and Laura! Love Hettys entrance and her statement! I used that very statement on my four children when they were teensgers! Damn Kids🤭

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