Oh My Mushy, Mushy Heart! Deeks’ Surf Log 5/8/22

I don’t get it. How can they change Rosa’s status?  The courts are heartless and corrupt. It’s always who you know. She can’t go back to her homeland. We have got to find a way to save her even if we adopt her. We are committed to doing everything we can. Yet I still worry about our job, since we almost got killed again today. How do we bring any child up in a home where they are always worried about their parents? We still don’t have an answer to this question, but our priority is saving Rosa first. Once she becomes a member of our family, the answer may become apparent.

Yet I can’t believe we’re doing this. I’m a man in my 40’s who just realized he’s going to be a parent for the first time. I mean, I have to grow up and put on my big boy pants now, take a big breath and do this. No fooling around this time. Kensi believes it happened this way for a reason. She’s probably right. We’re jumping in headfirst. No time to think about it. And while we’re at it lets adopt Pilar too! My mushy, mushy heart says we’re doing this brother! Lord help us.