October 8, 2014
I’m really worried about Nell. She did what she had to do and she pretends to be tough but I know how it feels when you do everything right but it still feels wrong. I just hope she can accept it and move on. It’s easier said than done sometimes.
Hetty seems to be in big trouble. First we were told she collapsed and was taken to the hospital. Then they told us she had disappeared, and later we got word that she was fine. At the end of our investigation, what we found was Mattias. It looks like her old nemesis is back and when we track him down this time; we won’t let him off so easy.
After dodging the DOJ most of the day, they finally caught us at the boatshed. Callen managed to escape which meant it was my turn. I want to forget about what happened in Afghanistan but her interrogation brought back every single memory I’ve tried so hard to forget. I tried to push them back into the place where I keep them locked up but it didn’t work. I’m really thankful for my partner. He’s there when I need him and I seem to need him more and more lately. I know he’s right about letting it out but it is so hard to talk about.
‘Partners’ may be the term we use all the time but we both know there is so much more to our relationship than just that. He took me completely off guard today when he started talking about getting a place together. I was sure he was joking so of course I had to make a joke too. He was joking right?