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Waiting for Other Shoe to Drop: Kensi’s Journal 3/31/19

March 31, 2019

After all the drama and bickering, Deeks and I managed to pull off a successful fundraiser for Heal the Bay.  Thank goodness for Jake and his help or the night would have been a complete disaster. It was kind of fun hanging out with an 8 yearold, even if he did know more than both of us combined about the bar’s AV system.  Deeks was just too adorable with him, and I won’t deny thinking that one day that will be us with our own child.

Though I’m not sure we’ll still have the bar once our own kids are old enough to fix the technology. I’m glad I finally told Deeks how I’ve been feeling about the place.  Until now I was willing to blame some of that stress on the wedding planning, but it was way so obvious to me today that this isn’t working out.  I hate that there’s something Deeks and I can’t do well together, but we’re usually able to figure difficult situations out (especially when we talk about them), so I’m hopeful this will be the same.

Even though it was a minor injury, it’s really bothering me that Callen was shot, again.  Plus Sam was shot for the second time last year.  I find myself worrying that it’ll be Deeks’ turn (again) next.  I guess now I know how he felt when he was waiting for the other shoe to drop a few years ago. Maybe this is the universe trying to tell me it’s time to move on.  Maybe the way to stop arguing about the bar is to have Deeks run it full-time.  And I can work with the homeless, a thought that has more appeal the more I think about it.  Then our next joint venture could be having and raising a litter of ninja assassins.  Definitely something worth thinking about.

But in the meantime, it’s a shame Deeks wasn’t there when Agent Evans and I made our escape this morning; I would have loved for him to see how bad-ass I was shooting two guns in opposite directions simultaneously.  Had the wig stayed on, I would have looked like Uma Thurman straight out of one of his Kill Bill fantasies.  Hmm…we might have to role play that before I give the wig back to Hetty and find out if blondes really do have more fun.

Which reminds me–I need to check Deeks’ truck for a tracking device.  There is no way Kirkin found him at the marina on our wedding day and at the park last year just from following him on Facebook.  I don’t have a problem with a Russian mob bosscrushing on my man (as Deeks would say, those are words I just wrote), but I’ll be damned if I’m going to let him know where my husband (yep—still makes me grin like an idiot!) is at all times.  Deeks is sleeping pretty soundly, I should just do it now.  Hopefully I won’t wake him up with all my cursing if I do find out that Kirkin has actually been tracking him…

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Turns out I've been writing fan fiction since before it was a "thing" on the internet (okay, even before there was an internet). I spent many a boring junior high history class coming up with more exciting stories for my favorite soap opera characters. I continue to enjoy the creative outlet it provides in my still-boring but now adult life.

6 Comments on Waiting for Other Shoe to Drop: Kensi’s Journal 3/31/19

  1. Psyched I’m hoping you know more about what’s going on with this show than us fans because you said some things that have me worried about whether this show is going to go forward as it always has or maybe Deeks and Kensi may decide to do something else. It seems Kensi is more than ever thinking about children. Of course, I realize the TPTB always like to screw with the fans at the end of each season to get us all riled up. Having said all that I always enjoy anything you write. wikiDeeks forever

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    • Sadly, ewaguy, I know nothing more than any other fan. However, unless and until I hear that someone (and by that I really mean ECO or Dani) is leaving the show, I’m not worried about what TPTB are doing right now. Thanks for yoru comment!

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  2. “Maybe this is the universe trying to tell me it’s time to move on. Maybe the way to stop arguing about the bar is to have Deeks run it full-time. And I can work with the homeless, a thought that has more appeal the more I think about it. Then our next joint venture could be having and raising a litter of ninja assassins. Definitely something worth thinking about”.

    Psyched, I think this passage perfectly describes what Deeks and Kensi may be doing when their days with NCIS/LAPD are over. I must admit I am very curious to know if the showrunners have already planned Densi future after the wedding, or if they are still “improvising” depending on many factors, like other characters’ stories they want to explore, the introduction of new characters, the show ratings or more importantly ECO and Daniela’s availability in (fingers crossed!) future season(s). And I understand that, if they want to be quite realistic, the writers should start thinking about some pivotal turning points in Deeks and Kensi’s life (like kids or career changes), hoping (from a viewer’s point of view), such choices will not impact Deeks and Kensi’s essence too much.

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    • I’m with you on this, Cladani. There are many ways things can go for our favorite couple. I do recall what LL Cool J said in one of the wedding-ep videos, that seemed to suggest that a weddding is not the end of the story and a marriage isn’t all sunshine and daisies. Hopefully whatecer stresses they encounter as a couple are realistic and true to them and their essence, as you said.

      I think showing some arguing over the bar was pretty on-point, actually, especially since it is not making money at the moment. (And I do have to confess that had I been in Kensi’s shoes at that moment I probably would have tossed it in my hubby’s face that had he consulted me before he committed to a business we might not be in this situation–but alas, Kensi’s a much better wife/person than I am!)

      Another possible means of stress for them could be difficulty getting pregnant once Kensi’s ready to make that leap. I’m not sure how thrilled I would be with that storyline (not to mention how thrilled Callen and Sam would be to hear about it!), but it certainly would play into Kensi’s concerns as she expressed time during their big argument at the end of last season and is a very real issue for many couples.

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  3. sassyzazzi // April 6, 2019 at 12:26 PM // Reply

    Well done, I like the way Kensi was trying to figure out what comes next. I would love a follow up drabble on her finding Kirkin was tracking her “husband”;the thought of what would happen makes me laugh!

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  4. Oooh, Sassy, I LOVE that idea of Kensi confronting Kirkin! And after I finish writing my Kensi-confronts-Turk (for what leaving Deeks without backup in Better Angels) post-ep, I might just have to see about writing that too. Thanks, as always, for your comment!

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