Why do they always tease me when I have these great ideas? Why wouldn’t she love a Zen Garden in the backyard!?? Right? Ah, crap. Who am I fooling? I know better. She’s going to kill me. Sometimes I think Callen and San know her better than I do. But it’s hard coming up with surprises since she wants so little. But she deserves more than a birdhouse. That’s why I’m designing a Japanese Tea House as I write this! She is going to love it! Right?
I hate when she is not next to me. My mind starts thinking crazy things and so I come up with these crazy ideas to not have to think about any danger she could be in. Come back soon, my love. I miss you.